about 3 new anxiety / fear / fuck me i want out of here
how awesome is that …
I fucken hate being bombarded with stuff, not because I’m being bombarded with stuff, but because I feel – vulnerable.
I can’t sleep when theres kids in the house. Not because theres kids in the house, but because I need to hear that they’re alright. So I need to stay awake. They’re – vulnerable.
I can’t go to sleep first. Because that makes me – vulnerable.
When theres too much going on, turns out, it’s all about the vulnerability. Vulnerability makes me feel on edge.
Like I need, absolutely Need, to be alert.
I can feel the adrenalin pumping.
And I can’t make that shit stop.
Vulnerability sucks assholes.