i wondered why the air was thick.
why the feng was swaying.
why the breathe i inhaled, was heavy.
why the strength in my limbs, was wasted.
today, you turn 44.
it’s been 9 months since you left this plane.
and you are missed.
your babies miss you so so much.
and it’s their heavy hearts i can feel.
i want you to wrap your arms around them today.
sit with them.
listen to them.
they’re still grieving.
in a world so heavy with so many things,
they miss your reassurance.
please kiss them on the cheek.
let them know you are near.
you are always my sister.
i missed you along time ago.
i let you go, along time ago.
and i still love you.
always have, always will.