It’s been a crusty week / weekend. Me and the partner have some kind of fluy crappy virus thing … his of course is way worse because it’s part of the ‘man – flu’ syndrome. Yes peeps, the struggle is real ;)
Aside from this, I’m plodding, trying to remain on course, positive and all that bullshit.
I’m acutely aware that the anniversary of my sisters death is coming up in a few weeks.
The ‘family’ is silent.
Her babies are grappling with their pain.
I don’t like it. At all.
Looming anxiety mixed with ‘virus symptoms’ are making for a slightly uncomfortable existence at the moment – thank fuck for anti-anxiety meds!
My partners father is unwell … heart related, unwell. I know the worry is straining him. We find out this week what the haps is next.
On a completely different note:
I have approximately 5 weeks before our womens collective Art Exhibition goes up … and I’m … ummm … not ready.
Art, or painting … for Me, is a ‘in-the-moment’, ‘go-with-the-feeling’ kind of thing. Which is why I’ve had difficulty creating pieces to order or to sell. My Art is about venting or expressing, not about making people happy with pretty pictures. So when it comes to knocking something up for an Exhibition … yeah well … need I say more. Eeeek.
And on a similar note … but Not lol: I did 3 pieces for an Exhibition that goes up today. I’ll post more on that one later in the week. I feel a little apprehensive, strangely enough. I didn’t last time. But these pieces are hugely raw. Yes, on any given day, raw is my go-to; but these are even rawer than that lol.
Back to the grind. There’s a mound of washing and no other cunt to do it ;)