so, apopo (tomorrow) i go in and do my art installation and im nervous – fucking nervous – but different nervous. lol.
i think cos this year i’m focused on different things / goals, and am more ‘present’, the ‘feelings’ are hell’ah different. thats it in a very small nutshell … and no doubt as i unravel this part of my shizz, i’ll repeat my angst and toss it over and re analyze and regurgitate and throw it out …. on and on, until i get some peace with it all.
its not bad though. thats what i can ‘feel’ this time. that its not bad. and i’m not ‘scared’, like scared shitless … i’m just nervous of the unknown but excited as well … of the unknown!
now how fucken cool is that!! it’s all progress!!
so, be prepared for more random updates and random pictures and random unidentified feelings as i roll on to the exhibiton on friday …
love & gangstah light <3
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