reconciling the hormones #11

…. captains log:

they’re still resting, I think – tension in my body is slowly easing – mind due I think I could do some damage to any fool that crosses my path right now – and I am thinking about taking one of the walls out – but this is a rented house – so mabes Not … well I feel like smashing something –

but yeah, i think the hormones are settling.

🙂

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sound of da police ~ krs 1

Sound Of Da Police ~ KRS One, 1993

myself & others

some days I wage war with myself

some days I wage war with others.

today, i’m on ‘others’.

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366 reasons to smile ~ +346.

+346. Now that must be a full street 😉

#meme

A photograph of a sign post on a curbed street corner, that points in one direction and reads:

“Twatt.”

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mauri of me #48 ~ new growth

Similar to rewriting the narrative,

New growth comes … eventually.

It starts small … just a seed.

And given the right circumstances,

It grows …

And the possibilities

from here on out …

are endless.

#photography

My seedlings are growing 🙂

reconciling the hormones #10

they’re

having

a

nice

little

rest.

thank fuck for that!

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moonshine ~ savage

Moonshine – Savage ft Akon, 2005

heads up:

FYI.

kiddy fuckers

kiddy fucker supporters:

embody the label retard.

 

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366 reasons to smile ~ +345.

+345. Actually flag 1 & 3 and I’ll just settle for number 2 😉

#meme reads:

My Xmas list is short this year:

  1. $1,000,000 in cash
  2. The should of all who have displeased me
  3. A kitten

good morning

After my usual expel-lations, ablutions and logging ins, in the morning, I have another little routine.

I do the rounds.

I check to see if my mama is awake to tell her I love her and I hope she has a lovely day.

I check to see if my babies are alright.

I wave to my neighbour Jim.

I check in on Kara to make sure she hasn’t damaged herself or another(s) 😉

I check AJ to make sure her world is alright ❤

Then Me and my coffee peruse ‘the news’. I try and make that as balanced as possible, depending on my mood.

Sounds well socialised and friendly doesn’t it – although it’s all done online.

This is my new Normal.

This is my ‘freedom’ and contact with the ‘outside’ world.

In the ‘old normal’ I’d be called a recluse. But I’m aight with that now. In fact I tend to embrace that bitch now.

This is Me doing Me the best way I am able, with what I have.

Does it piss Me off that my partner can jump in the car and take off for a 24 hour catch up with his mates? Does it piss Me off that an event I’d like to go to takes 3 weeks to prepare for and usually ends up more work than its worth; thusly cancelling likeable event? Does it annoy the living fuck out of Me that the eye ball roll I get when I ask if we can go for a drive to get an ice-cream is enough to put Me off going all together? Does it piss my fucking edges that I am A Lone most of the time and that sometimes, just sometimes, I want a friend like Minnie from “The Help”?

No. Not at all.

I am what I am For Now. That may change tomorrow or not at all.

Today I am grateful for the friendships I have, the internet, my coffee supply, my reading glasses, the 2 minutes of rain we had and my pyjamas.