week 3 of birthday month is brought to you, well me, officially today in the form of PNG beans & an extremely prompt essential delivery from @ebonycoffeeroasters 😱😘
i am at peace 🤷🏽♀️🖤
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After feeling completely ‘ Meh ‘ most of the week, today was a pleasant relief. I managed to tidy up my house, like I like it … and rearrange abit … as I do. I decided to keep once piece from the exhibition, not because I was emotionally attached to it, but because I Like It :) Now thats a new thing for Me. So I found him a new home on one of my walls.
I made some chocolate chip cookies for the moko midgets and didn’t eat all the cookie dough for a change, so there was plenty for their little personages ;)
I planted my broccoli / possibly cabbages … not sure what they are … and hopefully they’ll take to the soil and grow. Fingers crossed.
Oh and I forgot to say yesterday: Me and my beautiful Mama went and had a celebratory coffee at a Cafe yesterday! I know right! How did I forget to brag about that one!
I was hell’ah nervous before we left so Mama gave Me a cuddle and said I’d be alright … and I was! I so enjoyed it … so much so I didn’t even take photos!
Yah know what … It’s nice to feel Nice!
Had a hankering for a few things yesterday … mainly for fresh air and my lovely beach.
So in amongst the hankerings of yesterday, bacon, eggs and coffee, was on my agenda.
So we decided to mix it up, and combine all of my hankerings :)
Yep thats right, we packed up the gas burner in the back of the car, headed down to My beach and had a fry up :)
What better way to enjoy food? Can you think of a better view to enjoy all that deliciousness too?
Me neither :)
I haven’t had one of these nights for awhile … 2:56am, and I’m not asleep … I don’t want to be asleep … but I do … but I can’t …
So, I’m trying to just roll with it and do all the things I’ve learnt; have been doing for the past year … relax … calm the farm … not worry … keep on clearing out my head … breath slowly …
I guess though, if I end up being awake all night … I’ll get to enjoy my coffee earlier … I’ve only got another 3 hours ;)
The goal is to get to living…
I went back to the dam restaurant…you know, the one I bailed on with a 8 point something on the panic attack Richter scale…yeah, well I went back…And this time I ordered a hu-mungeous coffee…to have in…and I stayed! And I enjoyed my coffee!! And no panic attack…a couple of anxiety ‘flutters’ but that’s it.
I went for a L O N G walk…not a token walk….down this…
which was also bloody awesome!
I finally went and got my blood tests done…not so awesome…but I did it! Had a possible 2.5 panic attack…but lived to tell the tale! And asked for a lollipop for my troubles.
I went to see the shrink…at the shrinks office…In town! 3.5 on the scale…but once again…lived to tell the tale!
Went to see the moko babies :) and their parents…At their house :) They’re so beautiful.
Hung out and made sand castles with moko midget and her mama…
Btw – she didn’t like the sand at first but she got used to it.
– moko can walk now :)
I went into a shop I hadn’t been in for about 3 years…and I bought shit! (Not literally…I actually bought organic toothpaste and coconut oil lol)
Last but certainly not to be the least….
I took care of ME :)