was a chocolate chip cookie kinda day …

Lots of sadness in the air at the moment … not sure if it’s grief, or release, or change. But it ‘feels’ sad. ‘OK’ sad though. I try and roll with days like this now, and do what I ‘feel’, until whatever needs to make an appearance, appears. It started last night, and this morning…

okey dokey – heres the deal

After so much rumination my jaw is sore from chewing on this bitchy cud! Heres the options that came to mind prior to last nights conversation with my daughter … oh ye who is wise beyond her years … Ditch father After unleashing fermented hell fire and brimstone on his ass -As you can see,…

safe at last

Another ‘eureka’ moment whilst taking a dump … All of my kids lives, my greatest driving force for them as a mother, was to protect them and to keep them safe. It wasn’t nurturing them or making sure they got adequate education or socialisation. It was protection. My ‘protection’ button may have been set a…

365 reasons to smile ~ 152.

152. My daughter rang last night and I was asking how the mokos were. She told me this little story … As a family, the kids have been watching TV in the mornings, since they were born. Well Mama and Papa have recently decided to make the process of getting ready in the mornings, smoother,…

365 reasons to smile ~ 51.

51. The Toodle-loo Motherfucker meme 😂 – my daughter sent me this and said it reminded her of me: L M F A O, I did 😆😆😂😂 Author Unknown: from Facebook

many thoughts…the good…

Its been a hell of a long week…standard 7 days sure, but they felt like 14+! And if it wasn’t for the little date thingy on my screen, I’m not sure I’d actually, definitively know what the day and date was! There’s been some awesome moments…and I hold onto those by my ultra long fingernails…

chilling with my girl

The last of the recent family gatherings was coupled with a trip to the doctors. I’ve avoided the doctors for the past few months and really, I haven’t particularly needed to go. But I got a routine check up and repeats and got him to refer me back to the ENT to check the Vertigo…