its .. well,

had me another weird ass memory / feeling / dream thingy ..
being in a shop with baskets & ornament things .. looking for stuff .. realising though ..


i was looking for home.

a place to make mine.
to feel comfortable.
not so much cushiony comfortable .. but owned & safe kinda comfortable.

i never really found it.

i still looking.

for home.


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that ..

that …

feeling of being @ home.

going home.


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home is ..

home is where u feel safe.

feel yourself.

are loved.

but there isn’t necessarily anyone else there.


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m.e.

its me.

its mine.

its all home.


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#home #bnw #photography #photographer #kpm©


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taken: Sep 28, 2015

#home #fams #familia #mess #bnw #photography #photographer #kpm©


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unfucked. thyself.

Karakia:

Atua

Tukua

Homai to Aroha

Ae.

Well my River trip photos have come to an end …. a beautiful end I must say :)

The entire experience, for Me, was mindful and beautiful and an achievement in and of itself. I had times of anxious-ness … the dreaded hot flush here and there … but there is something quite soothing about looking out onto this scene and feeling the feeling of being ‘present’, or part of something larger than yourself.

Because this is the land of my tipuna (ancestors), it held an extra special something for Me. My tipuna were hearty survivors … I am grateful to them for that part of my character.

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the unfucking of.

Karakia:

Atua

Tukua

Homai to Aroha

Ae.

Heights have always bothered Me … I’d much prefer to be down below than teetering on hilltops … and this is in more ways than one. I’d prefer to be with those that have nothing than those that believe they have everything. The latter tend to ‘feel’ so full of themselves and their own importance that they suck all the moisture out of the air and give Me a panic attack! It’s the same feeling as being on top of a high hill looking down, but nicer than the aforementioned scenario.

But when your lying on your tummy, peeking through the grasses at the layers of universe that lay beyond, your own insignificance is blindingly obvious.

In the vastness of nature, I am but a speck on it’s landscape. I really do wonder how the European forbears (some of which were mine as well) thought they could ever conquer and Own this countryside.

Papatuanuku does as she pleases. To think we can dominate her and not live in harmony with her is actually pretty bloody stupid reasoning, even for Us humans.

I’m grateful for our lands. For the lands … the earth … the water … the depths … that we still have here to traverse if we so desire.

Today I feel Full Of Life.

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