chastised [usually part of a larger group, whether real or imagined]

I have been mincing around gods green earth for 45ish years now, and during that time I have been chastised for almost everything by almost everybody. Slight over-generalisation you say? I think Not. Theres been christians, mormons, a hare krishna, a psychologist or 2, family, extended family, strangers, random passerby-ers, doctors, bosses, colleagues, teachers, students,…

note to self:

Easier said than done sometimes: But I get it … And Breathe – #meme reads: If it fucks with the vibe of your soul you got to let it go.

vinyl highlight

#throwback Apr 14, 2015 @ 06:30, and taking stock of what I Can do now … where I’ve come from … how far I’ve come … ‘cos sometimes, actually, most times, I forget … A good day….managed to get out of the house, into the car – back seat still – and go to the shops…breathing all the…

believing

#throwback Jul 29, 2015 @ 18:30 I am glad I have the ability to reshape my beliefs. Aint that what life and living is really all about ;) I learnt something about myself today, in amongst trying to focus. I have a whole heap of beliefs…that I don’t actually believe. I’ve been hanging onto them for…

happy birthday my pookie

#throwback Sep 6, 2015 @ 23:34 I found this today, and it made Me smile. The last post was a bit heavy and this just lightened the feng shui slightly ;) I love love love my mokos (grandchildren): theres nothing on earth like the love for grand babies <3 At this stage of my pts(d) unravelling,…

big ups

Yes, its all about taking note of and celebrating each little piece; each little achievement, which in some ways are hu-mungous achievements! This was first posted on Apr 2, 2015 @ 03:33. So 3 years on, I can see how far I’ve come! I remember this like it was yesterday, and the feeling of nervousness –…

the unfucking of oneself

why 365 reasons to smile?

Part way through ‘therapy’ last year, the shrink suggested I do a type of diary thingy, that involved documenting in a day, 3 things. What I was grateful for What I enjoyed What made me smile Now these are my abbreviated and re-analysed ‘What I’s’…she had more technical and flouncy psychological linguistics for them…in a…