geez i talk a lot of shit.

kpm ©



another valuable lesson learnt.

yep. today had another learning moment *insert eyeball roll*

as i enter the 9th day of recovery post exhibition & granted, the hormones are wreaking havoc at the moment … i watched as my partner strolled off this morning to attend our nephews birthday party … of which the rest of my family is attending also …

& i realised that while peeps are all congratulatory ‘on the day’, & have no real idea of the ‘cost’ its taken to get to that day … they also have no idea of the cost i pay afterwards.

this isn’t a one off phenomenon. it’s been like it all year as i’ve tried to build up the amount i can do, put up with, endure … enjoy.

& on the ass end of all that, where are the congratulations for dealing with the aftermath?

*looking, looking & still looking*

i got a whimsical ‘you’ll be right’ & a bit of a bland ‘oh well …’. but why am i surprised? or is this just another learning moment?

ok, i’ll take it as another fucking learning moment. lol.

kpm ©


apple fucking id

when apple locks you out for putting in the incorrect apple i.d, that you didn’t want, that you had to change last time, to something else that you didn’t want, and therefore promptly fucking forgot grrrr

IKR. 1st world problems.